It’s a gift, embrace it. I do…
Now let me see, my third single, a continuation of the on-going concept, is nearing to bare its enormous and epic head — not the kind that pervs worship, happy to disappoint. Just some more touches and this will be unveiled. I have been working my arse off to complete what I feel is the most intricate piece I have ever written. I have literally utilized every single musical instrument I possess. That alone, is gold! Also, my early years’ dream of having a song to have all the musical keys be integrated to create melodies/chord progressions in one song, have been unlocked. If you can only see how my smile would rip my head off after finally nailing that dream. It is insane. After numerous times listening to the track in its entirety, I am stoked to hear the musical interplay of the instruments, I have achieved something here. While some parts call for additional textures, the foundation, the skeletal structure is fully intact. Yes, I know, self-adoration, but I do not mind. Besides, believing and pleasing your own craft is the only thing that matters most. You don’t believe me? Well, I have two middle fingers staring down at you, choke on it! You wait, non-believers, I will win you over in time.
Meanwhile, “How to Get Away With Murder” have concluded and have dealt me a feeling of loss. I was so hooked that I felt I knew the characters personally (I even dreamt of my favorite character bludgeoning my ribcage, talk about four-dimensional interactivity huh?! thanks Frankie boy!), perhaps explaining the reason behind my sepanx (separation anxiety), which by the way, I only got to know what it’s called today, thanks Dearie. Perhaps, another reason being is that I am a sucker for unpredictability, and it has been a long time since I have watched a show with that caliber. Its plot, character portrayals, the twists, the emotions, the well-placed goofiness, the soundtrack, the script, they are perfectly weaved in my book. I do not want the series to end, yet on the other hand, I need it to, and I do hope they would not create another season, even with a different story line. Because what they have now, after 6 years, is perfect.